Last few days,my emotion seems unpredictable,Ive experienced some kind of emotional fluctuation...sometimes I fell good,sometimes everything like seems so wrong!I decided to go for blood donation in the evening,it is a part of my small contribution since I cant contribute much.
Well, on the way back..I felt something,a feeling of relieve,peace and silence!these feelings toyed with my heart...gave me heartache!they touch my heart slowly till I managed to open my mind,thinking about all that I've beeb going through within these recent years.All of sudden..my tears just cant stop from falling down...I took a look around realizing that I will leave this place(my university) one day...that day will be too soon.
I've learned almost everything here...about friendship,about rivals,about love,about hatred,about peace,about tension,about past,about future,about dreams,about reality and more.And now,I'm counting the days that I'll be here...sooner everything will fades.At that time, what I have to do is to begin a new life..a brand new life on my own.I've learned to relish life's challenges,not to avoid them as I used to do sometimes.It is time to let my hope to pull me through,move forward with a brave heart...I've to live in present by reminiscing the past.
If I fall in pursuing my journey,I'll just get up..stand up right and continue untill my feet weak,untill my energy deplete..and if I fell like giving up,I will surrender everything to the highest power(Him).I believe...at the end,all that I get is an exceptional and fulfilling life...coz I know that my conscience is very clear..!!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
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