When a day passed you by, you’ll realize there were so many things that you should do yet you don’t do for that day. And when the day had passed, you have to let it go…any regret is useless! As I’ve finished all my final exam papers, as I celebrating the bliss of a freedom (completed my study in the university)…I have to watch my friends left me one by one. And at any day, it’ll be my time…to leave this beloved university, and it was a gloomy evening when I used to leave this place. It was on Wednesday, 9th April 2008. I will not forget that day for the rest of my life. On that day, I felt so sad…the sorrows crawled all over my body in which it led to heartache and it activated my tear’s gland to produce teardrops, as the consequence…I cried. Physiologically, that is an explanation to my suffering (isn’t it? I guess so...).
I spent almost 4 years in this university (IIUM) and frankly speaking, it was so difficult for me to leave everything that used to be mine here. Let’s recap; I started my student life here at 19 years old, and now I’m 23 years old. It was here, where I used to grow up, in the sense…really grown-up. I had learned almost everything about life in this place. I’ve learned how to love instead of hate people, to strive till the end instead of giving up, to succeed instead of sobbed over my failure, and to forgive instead of resent, to laugh and smile instead of crying, to be independent instead of depend on others, to have courage instead of being afraid, to have many friends instead being a lone wolf, to appreciate instead of take things for granted, to fight instead of surrender, to realize over many things instead of ignorance. Now, I have to leave…as if I’ve never been here, how funny yet painful this life could be.
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